i admit that I'm a guy that fall in Love easily, and get hurt easily too, from my past relationship.

as mentioned earlier. i got to know a friend(a girl of course), who was from Taiwan. we was chatting with each other everynight. I'm now currently working part-time at a restuarant, and would always return home late at around 12mn or even later. she would always wait for my return till very late. during chatting, i would always asked her to sleep 1st if she's tired. but she always deny. she do tell me the same thing too, but i would deny too no matter how tired i am. i would always watch her going offline 1st before i off my too.... there's once she even said that, if i keep watching her offline 1st before i offline, i might fall for her(in a joking manner of course).

i remember a week back, she even told me her "secret"... but was also afraid that i might not want to chat with her anymore upon "hearing" it. i was surprised to hear that at 1st, but i didnt resist it. in fact, i do pity her.

we even exchanged our blog with each other... got to view her blog quite a number of time, her photos also.. there's a time i even "stole" her photos from her blog(haha... lucky that she doesnt understand english). ya... load it to my cellphone of course... i dont really know why, whenever i'm work-up/fed-up during work, i would look at her photos.

then now... everynight, i was hoping to see her online... and yes, she still here everynight...

think she's quite busy recently... for this couple of days, we dont really chat much... i tensed to "miss" chatting with her when i'm working.

i did told some of my friends bout this, but most of them concluded that i have fall for her...

i keep asking myself, what really happened...?? am I really falling for her...??

i guess Yes, or maybe, or even perhaps... i dont even know it myself...


Dextor, 021009, 2.50am

Experimenting on Friday, October 02, 2009.